""""""wonderful"""""""

thx for blaming me for that.
thx for breaking a 'kononnya nak berlagak baik' vow.
thx for making me so bad n sad.
thx for :comforting: me.
thx for twisting all words.
thx for allowing me taking another painkiller.
thx killers!

THX FOR TEARING ME DOWN.

My abah selalu ckp 'sapa yg buat adik nanges mesti u r gonna hate dat person sampai mati'...
My fren slalu ckp 'u dunt mess with ojan'...
My kakak slalu ckp 'sapa yg carik pasal dengan ang mesti x fikir hari esok kan'...
My rum8 slalu ckp 'mess wit ojan means messing with banyak org giler'...

i dunno what to say n imply here.
just dat, is it dat easy for u to just to accuse me like dat?
n on top of dat, y it's always me to be blamed at the first place n y it's olways me who will be found NOT guilty but yet be accused times n times...
and why the hell on earth people do not learn from their mistakes?
by forgiving a person times n times for the same mistakes?


To be continued.....

kelakar tapi serius

i've found a replacement for my heart..
but u will always be part of my soul...

shifting paradigm

1st Respondent:

-ozan...weyh sorry weyh. aku agak busy la. sgtg2 sorry sebab dah lama tak kontek ang. jgnla marah. nanti bila aku kol angkat eh. penat je aku hantar mesej banyak banyak tapi takda sapa reply. nanti minggu depan aku g umah ang time raya eh.

2nd Respondent:

-only God knows how much i'm confuse ryte now. only God knows how much i try to stop this feelng. coz i know in da end both of us wll suffer.

3rd Respondent:

-jan,ko kat mana? aku pun rindu kat ko. jgn la benci aku eh. ko nak cekik aku guling guling ngan aku pun boleh. janji ko tak marah aku eh. jangan pendam marah taw!





* aih..pening2...*

same paradigm

only God knows how much I hate u at this moment...
only God knows how much I miss u at this moment...
only God knows how much I wanna kick,punch n choke u at this moment...
only God knows how much I dislike the same thing to keep happening...
only God knows how much I suffer from this loneliness without u...
only God knows how much I confuse when I have to reject all ur calls and ignore ur texts...
only God knows how much I hate u MORE n MORE...

So Far...

aiseh..
dah lama tak upd8 blog neh..
sowey ah..agak bz dowh....penat giler...
sabtu neh nak pegi UM kot,nak tgok Mock Trial 'KISAH SUPERMODEL TERLAMPAU'...?
it sounds pretty kool uh?
ahad neh plak,ada PERKAD...
haha,insya-allah H-COY bleh punyer....
sayang kowang...
time neh pun tgah ada SAF...
untuk kawan2 yg men tuh GUD LUX eh....
FUU boleh!!!!!!!
erm,pe lagi eh?
i'm now waiting for JPA results n HSBC results scholars...
takut pun ada,kalau tak dapat alamatnya kenala PTPTN...adoi...
ok,nanti ah upd8 lain..
nak wat assignment jap..
XD

p/s: rindu Mama,Abah,Kakak,Abang,Kak Ija n Ayie...muahhh!!! nak balik umah!!!!

july 2009

urm...
dah masuk BLS 213...
urm abah cakap 'dh masuk degree neh dh tua la..so act like a man...u r not a boy anymore!'
then mama plak cakap 'blajar betol betol...degree neh makin susah...score time asasi pun takder maknanya kalo if u keep being a playful person...jangan careless sangat...jangan malas sangat..'

haha,i'll try eh!

first week agak bosan...x buat papa pun slain beli sepasang slacks hitam padini kat pyramid...owh,'meaningful giler' first week kan..

weekend plak kena register koko n i registeres for kesatria...adoi...teringat KRS dulu2...
paling best-INDUCTION kitorang...haha,ingatkan bosan tapi bez...plus,dapat kenal budak2 prelaw merbok,kuantan,sptm,diploma n matrix...they are pretty kool laa!

esok start kelas secara official...gudluck ojan!!!

UT MARA DEBATING SOCIETY

hak hah..

expected! i knew it! i like it!

UT MARA DEBATING SOCIETY is the coolez coolez coolez society i ever 'registered'...
hak hah...

amazing debaters n trainers n people; hak hah... no i think - AMAZING FAMILY!!!!

joys and sorrows
JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW!!!!

enigma again...

go go go go away ENIGMA!!!!!!

EUREKA

haha...
i miss u people...
my classmates LWP02D,
my rummates,
my hang-out mates,
hak hah..
on of coz...
my debate mates!

bosan...

aku bosan!!!

PRESUMPTION

saya SAYANG kamu juga...

FUCK<>FUCKER<>FUCKIST n <> FUCKING!...

it's hurtful to see a person you (invisibly) love went out with someone else that you not comfy with..

i dunno what to say but 'saya sayang kamu' larr..
it's just that i can't say it to you..
since i know it would bring loads of circumstances and problems..
to you,to 3rd party and it leads to intrigue towards me then...
you are such a FUCKER..
u poured me with millions of sweet-sayings and mailto:*&%5E@#$^&OI&^%$#@#$%^...
but still,u still keep in silent sometimes and dunt even pick up my call; and dunt reply my messages too..
ok,maybe u think that i'm no longer 'into you' because i dunt fulfill what u want,what u intend..
but, i have reasons to do it by my own way..
i dunt want u to put hopes and dunt want u to feel left out in future..
coz we are not meant together even thou @#$%^*()($#$%^&mailto:$#$%^&*&^%$@#$%^& ....
'kamu sangat FUCK'...
i dunt know whats ur problems...
kadang-kadang kamu OK,kadang-kadang kamu KO..
i'm sick of picking up ur calls if u keep FUCKING u and me like this....
sometimes u keep bombarding me about how I owe u a lunch la,dinner la...per la...
i admit that...
but u've to understand...
what r the consequences of all these?

that day, saya nampak kamu keluar ngan $&*&^%^*&@#$%^&^%$#$%....
sad bad sad,it was about time to make u 'happy' with 'something'...
but,its ok..
u r such a FUCKIST!!!!!
dunt u ever talk to me again..
i'll DEFINITELY reject ur call and ignore ur messages...
i can't stand this anymore...

gOOdbye,the END!!!!

amitie'...

amitie...
ami...

~jangan jaga HATI orang yang xtahu jaga HATI korang...

~jangan layan PERASAAN orang yang xtahu layan PERASAAN anda...

~jangan TAHAN orang yang tak TAHAN dengan kamu...

~jangan PENDAM kemarahan lama-lama agar tak terPENDAM sampai meletup...

lessons from an amitie...

-THE END-

)(*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&

i've chose...

'THE ROAD NOT TAKEN'....

dia!!! WANTED!!!

izzati!!!
atas kehendak ang..
hehe,here u go..
this is izzati!!!
banyak citer pasal dier..
antaranya..

-(atas persetujuan kami), dia banyak kali 'ter-raba' aku...hahha!! saman!!!

????

My Personality

Neuroticism	76
Extraversion	73
Openness to Experience	39
Agreeableness	38
Conscientiousness	43

You are not generally self conscious about yourself, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important, however you generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate.

Free Website Poll Jewelry

OMG!!!! I'M RIGHT!!!!

IT'S REALLY REALLY HER!!!

It's Yuna!

She's my senior in SMK Derma..

Haih,if i;m not mistaken, her mom; Puan Anum Fawzia was also a teacher there..

i was in lower form but she's (Yuna) so famous with her bowling's achievement..

even my parents once asked me when they were on the way back from sumwhere on a plane..

"syaidi,kenal Yunalis tak? Mama jumpa dia kat atas flight tadik.. dia ckp dia budak Derma jugak"

owh..it's her..

dat nite, i was onlining and suddenly i searched-ed sumthing and RANTAI came out..

i was like 'wat's this' and there i knew Yuna, Ana n sumone else..

i wondered 'mcm penah nampak jer..'

then,dh nak dikatakan takdir..

i went to NO WINE & CHEESE PARTY 2009 by LawSoc at Galeri Shah Alam...

Yuna was performing songs that nite..

my thought once again swifted between the scrambled guess..

yeah,it's truly her..my senior in Derma..

then,before we went back; one of us asked me to snap pictures with Yuna..

and i was like 'yeah,this is the time...'

we took several pictures and i did ask her 'which school u were in before?'

she answered ' a lot..so, i thought it's aother Yuna...

urm then back again..i searched the net just now and it's HER!!!!

I"M RIGHT!!

she's Yuna an ex-dermarian !!!

the next superstar!

WHATEVER PEOPLE!!! -Part 1-

DERMARIANS!!!! Read This!!!

I was surfing the net through countless tabs when suddenly i found this...
I LOVE YOU SMK DERMA!!!
hak hah...

Sekolah Terbilang: Sekolah elit Perlis
Oleh Adha Ghazali adha@bharian.com.my

Setiap tahun, SMK Derma catat keputusan cemerlang dalam peperiksaan PMR dan SPM SEKOLAH Menengah Kebangsaan (SMK) Derma, sekolah berstatus elit di Perlis saban tahun mencatat keputusan cemerlang terutama peperiksaan Penilaian Menengah Rendah (PMR) dan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). Malah, berbekalkan kecemerlangan itu, termasuk beberapa kelebihan lain dimiliki, tidak hairanlah sekolah berkenaan dipilih sebagai kelompok kluster, yang dilancarkan Kementerian Pelajaran.

Ditubuhkan pada 1948 sebagai sekolah menengah aliran Bahasa Inggeris pertama di Perlis dengan nama 'Derma English School'. Sejak itu, sekolah itu terus menghasilkan ramai pelajar berkualiti tinggi yang kini menjawat pelbagai kedudukan penting baik di sektor kerajaan atau swasta. SMK Derma tetap meneruskan peranannya dalam memajukan anak muda Perlis, terutama dalam menguasai bahasa Inggeris, dengan menjadikan bidang berkenaan sebagai salah satu daripada tiga bitara pilihan menerusi program sekolah kluster. Pengetuanya, Noor Aziah Ahmad, berkata pemilihan Bahasa Inggeris bukan bermaksud mahu mengenepikan bahasa sendiri, tetapi berdasarkan kepentingan serta keperluan sebagai nilai tambah yang perlu kepada anak bangsa.

GALERI Warisan Derma mempamerkan bahan sejarah sekolah.
Malah, katanya pendedahan bahasa terbabit di kalangan warga SMK Derma, menunjukkan hasil membanggakan terutama melalui gred pencapaian murid dalam mata pelajaran terbabit serta subjek lain yang menggunakan bahasa berkenaan sebagai pengantara. "Sebagai contoh, peratusan jumlah pelajar yang mendapat A dalam subjek Bahasa Inggeris dalam PMR meningkat daripada 77.4 peratus pada 2006, kepada 85 peratus (2007) dan 89 peratus tahun lalu. "Malah, peratusan pelajar mendapat A bagi dua subjek yang diajar dalam bahasa Inggeris iaitu Matematik dan Sains juga menunjukkan peningkatan antara dua hingga 10 peratus setiap tahun, sekali gus membuktikan pemilihan bahasa itu sebagai bitara sekolah kluster berhasil," katanya kepada Berita Harian, baru-baru ini. Ditanya mengenai usaha melonjakkan tahap penguasaan bahasa Inggeris di SMK Derma, Noor Aziah berkata, pihaknya menekankan beberapa aspek terutama membabitkan pengucapan awam dan debat yang dilaksanakan dengan kerjasama Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris dan Universiti Teknologi Mara.

Malah, katanya pihak sekolah sendiri turut mengadakan ‘English Day' dan ‘English Month' di mana semua guru dan pelajar diwajib menggunakan bahasa Inggeris sebagai perantara. "Untuk memperluaskan lagi penggunaan, pihak sekolah menghiasi dinding bangunan dan bilik darjah dengan mural serta bahan bacaan dalam bahasa Inggeris, selain menggalakkan mereka berkongsi bahan rujukan dalam bahasa berkenaan. "Paling menarik, kami turut memperkenalkan 'DEAR Programme' dengan matlamat memupuk budaya membaca dalam pelbagai genre bacaan, memperkasa projek NILAM, menggalakkan perkongsian ilmu, sekali gus mewujudkan generasi berminda kelas pertama," katanya.

Selain bahasa Inggeris, SMK Derma turut memilih dua lagi bidang iaitu sukan boling padang serta pancaragam sebagai pelengkap kepada bitara utama terbabit. Malah, pasukan boling padang SMK Derma dianggap antara yang terkuat, apatah lagi salah seorang daripada pelajarnya iaitu Nur Syafiqah Haidar Afif Abd Rahman,15, turut terpilih ke peringkat kebangsaan dan mewakili negara ke International Lawn Bowl Competition di Hong Kong, baru-baru ini. Noor Aziah berkata, SMK Derma kini mempunyai pasukan boling padang paling mantap dengan disertai 12 pelajar yang sering menyertai kejohanan termasuk ke peringkat kebangsaan. "Melihat keupayaan serta peluang yang ada, pihak sekolah mula menerapkan sukan berkenaan sebagai sebahagian daripada kurikulum Pendidikan Jasmani, sekali gus memberikan pendedahan semua pelajar mengenai sukan berkenaan. "Buat masa sekarang, kita ada pelajar yang sudah menempa nama dalam sukan boling padang. Apa pun, dengan kerjasama Persatuan Boling Padang Perlis, kami harap dapat meningkatkan lagi keupayaan sukan berkenaan di negeri ini, termasuk menyediakan skuad pelapis bagi mewakili negara kelak," katanya.

Bagi pasukan pancaragam pula, SMK Derma baru menggerakkan pada 2007, bagaimanapun ia dimulakan sepenuhnya pada 2008 selepas pihak sekolah menerima peruntukan untuk pembelian alat muzik serta kelengkapan diperlukan. Beliau berkata, SMK Derma kini mempunyai 50 pelajar yang aktif sebagai ahli pancaragam dengan bimbingan terus daripada jurulatih bertauliah Yamaha. "Buat masa sekarang sambutan terhadap bidang berkenaan amat menggalakkan dan kita banyak menerima jemputan untuk mengadakan pertunjukan termasuk pada Sukan Sekolah Premier Peringkat Kebangsaan di Perlis pada tahun lalu. "Pancaragam ini sebagai pengimbang kepada kedua-dua bidang kecemerlangan lain, apatah lagi muzik memainkan peranan penting dalam mengatasi kekusutan minda akibat tekanan ketika belajar," katanya.

"MAJU DERMA, MAJU DERMA"

PKTR 2009 is around the corner...

I just read a mail sent by LOBSTER (Lim Wei Zhen)..

She mentioned that this year's PKTR is gonna be held

in April 5th-19th...

What? It's more than 2 weeks and I envy that..

coz during our time,it was only 10 days...

cOOL..i'll try to spend my time then...I'll!!!! Haha...

Here is some basic info about PKTR :

"Alumni Yayasan Tun Razak(AYTR) is an organization which gathers the past and present participants of the most prestigious leadership program for SPM leavers in the country, the Tun Razak Leadership Program(PKTR). The program has being held since 1993 and the participants are exclusively selected from all over the country. Around 60 to 70 participants are being selected to join the program every year and AYTR has become a part of it since the year 2002. AYTR has vast experience in handling leadership programs throughout the country notably the PKTR itself and other leadership programs involving various groups. The alumni itself needs no introduction among government agencies and corporate bodies as it is well-known for producing the best student leaders in country and continue to contribute back to country in many ways."

PKTR 2009, Here I Come!!!

p/s: WE (batch'07) HAVE BEEN

'THE CHOSEN ONE'!

NOW IT'S YOUR TIME (batch'08) !!!

emotionSSS...reactionSSS...through faceSSS...

-cinta kadang-kadang..kita taknak sesiapa pun tahu...sebab bila ada orang tahu mula la nak menyibuk...sampai cinta pun bagai sekuntum mawar yang layu sebelum masa...

-jadi,lebih baik 'dunt say anything'..'just follow the flow'....life hurts and life's cruel too...

-sometimes,hidup neh kosong...our faces potray it;clearly..we dunt have to pretend...

-sometimes, we smile..but it never means that our minds and souls smile along the way...

-sometimes,our faces show same poses but it still; never means that we are having same emotions...again life hurts and life's cruel;always...

00000000000

life hurts..

life's cruel..

Auzan Verdasco; perhaps?

i want this hair!!

he's a perfect tennis player!!!

world number 1 in few years...

suitable Ivanovic's spouse...

champion-in-making!!!

p/s: Andy, SHUT UP!!!!!!

kelakar la 14 Februari 2009

019******* : Hey babe! Happy Valentines!
(My Number) : Hey back! U?
019******* : Where are you? I miss you giler giler...
(My Number) : I'm now out..with my friends..going to watch a movie..
019******* : Don't you miss me syg?

I dunno what to reply..
plus,she's using Celcom!
hak hah....

i LOVE diz!!!

VALKYRIE!!!!

this strategy/war/thriller/drama MOVIE is now in my 'ALL-TIME FAVORITE LIST'...

PSEUDOPODIUM...

i'm having problems with this new disease..
called PFDS which is Post FLO DAY Syndrome..
hoho..
urm,kena carik landasan balik untuk dapat mood untuk study balik...
hak hah..
la la la...

Credits to everyone!
Both Pre Law n KPTM Students!
U GUYS ROX!!!
to LAWSOC too...

-Thanks for everything & Sorry for anything!!!-

btw Ello,i'm not the stage manager...hak hah! u caught the wrong person!!!

KOSONG part 2

'KOSONG' is ready!!!
yehaaaa!!!!

KeTiKa CiNTa

urm..
recently,i listened to this song..
and currently,i keep on listening this song...
the best lines are:

'ketika cinta memanggil...gementar tubuhku
ketika cinta memanggil...hangatnya nafasku
ketika cinta memanggil...sang rindu
ketika cinta memanggil...rindu rindu rindu kamu
memanggil-manggil namaMU...'

haih,i somjetimes forgot..
hidup ini kena tawakkal..
hidup ini kadang-kadang kena pasrah..hak hah..ye ker?

pa pun...
FOLLOW THE FLOW!!!!!!!!!

transFORMation

foremost..
credits and thanks to Fyza and Atiqah..
bcoz of them..
now,i'll write the truth;no lie or cry in my blog...
aku xmau kisah apa org nak cakap..
janji aku boleh cakap apa yang aku xsuka and apa yang aku xpuas hati..
hahaha..

yup,they were right..
suke ati ah nak tulis apa kat blog kita..
janji kita puas hati...whohahahaha!!!!

rapid enthusiasm

i've done my job
i've done my part
i've done more than i should do...
it's now a checkmate..
~the end~

nama pun HIDUP...

i'm now fed up with my life..
ntah..
i hate people judgements..
sorry..
kalau betul i x kisah..
but it hurts if you get a wrong person..
then,i got a lesson;new one...
get rid of your helpfulness...
misjudgement is another thing that is currently making me fuck myself up!

KOSONG...

i'm working on 'KOSONG'.....

I'VE HURT MYSELF BY HURTING YOU...

Sorry sesangat kepada semua...
entah laaa...tetiba i'm feeling so guilty,for no reason...
i hate this!!!
sama ada yang terlibat secara langsung atau tidak langsung...
hehe..

x luper juga kepada semua yang terlibat dengan FLO DAY 2009 untuk budak2 asasi undang-undang yang perhaps tension abeh throughout this tiring preparation..
sorry la kalo uat korang tension or terasa or distracted..
kalo korang rasa penat..bukan nak ungkit tapi some of us ada yang lagi penat..
tapi apa-apa pun good job to all...ALL HAIL TO ALL OF YOU..
it's almost done..
kiter dh dpt apa yang kita nak...
it's the best to everyone...

To:

-Danial -Mardiana
-Hadi -Kert
-Zic -Najib
-Aainaa -Mai
-Ad -A'in
-Acap -Mago
-Mai -Bolat
-Fyza -Anna
-My rum8s..

and banyak lagi ah
(sorry kalo takder nama kat atas...banyak sangat)
thank you guys!!!!
kiter dh btul2 work hard..
so,it's time for us to celebrate yeah!!!!

SAD BAD SAD...

new pic sent by Andy... edited by Andy as well.. hak hah..poyo sial but i love everything in the picture and i can still remember the moment when u shouted at me 'SAD,BAD,SAD Ojan SAD!!! I want you to be devastated!'
hak hah..thanks Andy..

p/s: but why u put white as the background? ~tralala~

another p/s: Andy,i want the other photos as well!

ladies & gentlemen...I Hate BROKEN TILES!!!

i dunno what to say...but,where are you guys????????????

1) Sarah -> my 'Mak Ngah'
2) KP -> my 'Mommy'
3) Meer -> my '(who's he?)-to-bestfriend'

I miSS u guyS!!!!

p/s: stop breaking that already broken tiles laaaa!!!!

stranded + boredom = THINKING OF LOVE!!!

aku CHENTA dia...

what i simply LIKE????????

-cakes

-chocolates

-cats

-music

-colors

-cry --------------------> hak hah!!!

diZZy..

i'm very very dizzy...

aSSigNmenTS + ReViSiON + F-FLo DaY + mcm mcm lagik...

u GUYS roXXXXX!

guess what? we were watching this movie which 'semua orang xnak except ME,MYSELF'

haha,sorry guys (zic,dan,ad n hadi)...sebab memaksa korang tengok movie neh...hoho...tapi best per?

TAGGED by MARY JANE!!!

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--->JAP3...XDER MASA LAGIK...

CHUMIL!!!!!!!!!!!

I tengah bukak file2 pictures kat my pendrive and I jumper these sequenced pictures yang CHUMIL!!! I jumper gambar I dengan Anna dekat McD... Haha,gedik giler!
Tetiber pakai spek malam2,i feel weird..

p/s: Zic slalu cakap...time dalam class,on the way nak ke mana2 n dalam bilik...
'Ojan,ko gedik!'
But,i take them all as compliments...hak hah...coz i found them quite inspiring!
To keep in 'gedik-ing'..hak hah...

the picture that is taken, edited and quoted as 'IT WASN"T U' by Andy...

LUV THE PHOTO SO MUCH!!!!

THANKS ANDY...

unbelievable & incredible...

one day,i was staring at these photos which i can't even recognize the person potrayed on them..
hak hah,'macam kenal jer' suddenly appeared..


-when i was 6 years old...-

-when i was 5 years old...-

-when i was 4 years old...-

THX BABE!!!!

erm..
thanks for understanding me..
thanks for the love u'd given to me ..
thanks for the posted-chocolate in mid-december..
thanks for the memories..
thanks for everything..

Luv You T**** E******

p/s: like your new blue gown...

~though i never say this before...~

aku dan aku... -PART 2-

terbang tinggi...

hak hah...

tinggi ka?

urm,yang lepas kita lupakan..

kalau yang buruk la..

tapi,kalau boleh,uatla anjakan paradigma sket..

kasik ubah kan..

hoho..

yang sedang berlaku kita tempuhi ja laa...

ikut flow bak kata orang..

tapi kena ah betul betul..

fikir dengan otak,

lihat dengan mata,

dengar dengan telinga,

percaya dengan hati..

hehe..

yang mendatang pula,

jangan diduga sangat,

nanti hidup tak senang.

so,kita ENJOY!!!

-welcome 2nd SEM,

-GOODBYE 1st sem!!!

aku dan aku... -PART 1-

hak hah...
rindu nyer sekolah!!!!

McD Moments... -PART 1-

haha...skang result exam dh kuar...
apa apa pun..
terindah dan terburuk...
semuanya tercipta di McD..
hohohoho...
bez gak ah STUDY kat McD..
btw,study ka?
la la la..
it's called 'STEPAK'
study+lepak..
hehe,tp tidor nyer banyak...

gathering la kononnya...

-aksi menolak kereta...
-terdampar...
-sempat gaduh lagik...besa laaa...panik katakan...haha..tapi pakat bengang sebab i myself dok dlm keta jer...
last week,i suppose to go to my gang's gathering..
aduss...
dh la lewat almost sejam..
elok2 i kluar rumah..
anyway,i askd my fren to fetch me..
hehe...keta lak xleh start..
bateri abis la kononnya...
da da da...
mcm mcm laaa jadik...
kena tolak keta mlm2 buta...
mcm org gila...
memang peluh sial ahhh..
then,one of my fwens neh plak dengan paniknya..
kol smua org..
haih...skalik ngan TV3 pun nak kol kalo bleh..
nasib baik la ada sedara si Fiza..
tolong mai tengok keta Vitara 'momo chan' tuh...
akhirnya,selepas hampir sejam lebih bergelumang dengan kedinginan malam..
boleh la start keta tuh..
sampai2 gathering...
penat..
smua org makan n melahap dengan banyaknya...
balik umah pun dh lewat.. hak hah..

p/s: neh ringkasan jer taw..ada lagik full version nyer...

1st SEM's Result...

haih..xtaw nk ckp per...
pa pa pun..alhamdulillah..
ok jer my result..
cukup cukup makan bak kata orang...
hehe..
i sometimes feel yg maybe its just my luck kot...
pa pa pun..
i'll try to study harder n harder this coming sem...
amin...

sorry...

sorry kat semua yer..dh lama x update sebab bz sangat2..nanti bila2 free i update keh...

HEHE...

dh lama x update..nanti eh..few days more...

MTC 038 and MTC 016....

MTC o38- hak hah...x baca mender pown...mampus...tawakkal jer laaa...citation pun mati...
MTC 016- mcm ok tapi xtaw ah sebab carry mark walaupun x dpt lg,tp rasanya mcm truk...

I Love Malaysian Government & Politics...

hrmm..

i sat for my MTC016 paper today..

hehe,i love this subject only because:

-the paper was not so hard as i expected

-Pn Nadia Omar's guidelines did help a lot!

and on top of everything...it's not sux as MTC012...

arap2 boleh score lahh...

Insya-allah...

p/s: BUT, surprisingly I have to sit for another paper after that wonderful MTC016...

        i'll make sure that you guys know in few more days..perhaps!

MiSS beyond MIST...

erm..miss 4 of u like crazy..

these are my kiddos...

from left --> aton,adam,zamir,fitri..

miss you all...

i'll trace u guys next week!

I SPEAK in SILENCE...

i'm totally done with lending you my ears,eyes,mind and feelings...

i'm wholly exhausted in listening you..

i can't even say a word..

i just want you to know..

i still able to say things..

but, in SILENCE..

penat, pasrah, pening, pilu, perit, punah...

-NODA-

Malam ini 
ku lihat purnama sedang beradu
terlena kerana leka merindu
ku lihat bintang menyinar
seakan ada kasih yang terbiar

Tapi
ku lihat awan menangis
lantas mengundang gerimis
ku cuba untuk tidak pesimis
biarpun duka ini pilu menghiris

Hanya prolog
yang menjadi saksi
memenuhi ruang sepi
mengisi anjung suci
menhiasi jendela realiti

Ada epilog
yang setia bersama
meski terhampar dusta
rakus mengaburi nyata
rela menunjangi noda

Sepi
niatku untuk mencintai
tersimpan saja dalam mimpi
selamanya kekal abadi
cuba melupakan helah hati

Malam ini
rata buana turut menzahirkan
kesedihan yang berpanjangan
andaipun ketemu sebarang jalan
janjimu itu tetap simbol pengkhianatan…

MTC 012 sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sat for MTC 012 xm today..

which is INTRODUCTION TO LAW 1..

urm,i really think that i've read every single lines in the book..

but,it was sumthing else which did come out..

i was like...-WTF!!!

urm,it's fuckingly hard compared to previous years' questions...

let us now hope, pray and wish for everyone...

bLaNk...

esok da test CSC 134 tp x baca pa pun lagik...

even i took ict for spm..--> xdak kaitan pun ngan test sok..

sok,i jz nak jawab per yang i tawu jer..

seb bek la csc cuma da dlm sem neh..

amiinn...

OMG,I JUST REALIZE THIS!!!

extracted from Aaron Yip's blog; Archive in May 2008...

all hail auzan, the reminder
Saturday, May 17th, 2008 

this blog goes out to those in choral speaking and choir during the PKTR 07…

just wanna share a few thoughts on the whole facade that we had to go through vigorously during the second half of the camp. i’ve approached the guy concerned about this.

face it… who felt frustrated? any hands? mann.. to tell u the truth, i was freaking frustrated… in my small little mind, i was not really happy that auzan had all the things in the world to say while all of us 3 bench-ers had to execute all the things in the world told to us by him. frustration… tension… disagreements… disputes arose… definitely.. whether in concrete manner or in our inner selves, secretly eddying in our hearts.

we’re all leaders. and we’re so used to leading that we forget that GOOD leaders are BETTER followers. That day’s choral speaking really reminded me of that, the concept, which brought me to where i am nowadays, joining the best, the chosen ones in this auspicious camp. i’m sure most of us won’t disagree to having a tough start back at school. obstacles and problems flung at us indefinitely and incessantly. however, i believe that all these are those that also make us who we are today. we did not see these as problems, but come to think of it, it’s an opportunity not only to learn, but also to prove that we are capable. virtually no obstacle is insurmountable. and us being able to ’surmount’ them is what separates us from the rest…

therefore, as a tribute to the script writers, who spent several sleepless nights trying to devise an ingenius performance for our final night, especially auzan who not only wrote but also participated in the moulding of our impeccable group, thank you so much.

you guys weren’t only there to lead us, but more importantly, to remind me, if not all others, abt the key conception that GOOD LEADERS ARE EVEN BETTER FOLLOWERS. we’ve got a long way to go… and a long way we came from, an even longer path awaits our footsteps… good luck to all, and never stop learning or improving… skills are our trade, dynamism is our way.

godspeed.

-hehe,i don't really understand laaa....but thakns anyway..all of us have been working so great..sleepless i think...and zapp! we did perform well rite!...all hail to PKTR-ian batch 2007! Miss u all!!!

Motion Stereo Here...

ERm....

i watched these movies this lately...

1) Ayat-Ayat Cinta

2) Sepi

3) Love

---> i was like 'BOOM'!!

i never expect these motion pictures to like exceeding my expectation..

at first, i hate these movies eventhough i dunt watch them yet...

then, Hadi brought those DVD's..

without any hesitate,i watched them...

yeah,i'm damn borink in fact..

and yeah wow,surprisingly...i love them...

1) Ayat-Ayat Cinta

-the message conveyed in this film is just so nicely portrayed..Habiburrahman El Shirazy's novel is well-adapted and dush!! it succeeded in generating my tears.. hehe... :p

2) Sepi

-i watched Cinta before..so i expect this another Khabir Bhatia's piece would be better...and yeah,he did it! Love the part between Iman,Khalil and ??? heh ops! Frankly,the music score helps a lot..and plus the soulful cinematography...wahhh!!!

3) Love

-Indonesian version of Cinta...but Khabir Bhatia did turn it bit better than Cinta..love the climax part between Luna Maya and Darius...Muahh!!! so hot!!

THUS..........

-i'll keep watching malay movies after this...haha! 

XM SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!

wuahaha...

bosan,borong,penat..

diz week dh stat final xm..

from 30th October till 10th November..

haih..

x study mender pown...

around the corner of my Sweet 18th Birthday....

-this is my favorite cake at Secret Recipe which is TIRAMISU!!!!!
-this is also my favorite cake which is CHOCOLATE...
-big apple x luper yer....Almonds n Cheese...
-alaaa....diorang mix plak!!!

p/s: anyway, these 2 celebrations were superbly great and fantastic. love u guys a lot and lot more continuously lorrrr... thanks for everything and sorry for anything..
per per pun...HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to myself!!!

parlimento momento

we went to parliament that day..and dush we were having gud time together...

mock trial of LWP01D

these are all the images taken from our mock trial...wahhh...cool abez...

Tequila, Vodka and Soda...

TEQUILA, VODKA and SODA… (part 1)

Perspective is just like a curtain; it may call and it may also fall. Norm has no difference at most. It may be stuck and it may even be changing from time after time. It’s just ‘US’ that play the vivid role in determining the correct pathway. It’s just ‘US’ who could turn a blank paper into colorful one. Thus, only ‘US’ has the liberty to opt between tequila, vodka or soda.

 The upmost cliché view is that we should follow what others do. Why? It is in the reason that we would become another clique of them? So what? If the rest to dueling, you would get in and be against with? It’s just one of the f**ks**ts! 
 If there are The Star, The News Straits Times, Malay Mail or The Sun, yes yeah, you may find doubt to choose which one should you grab. In addition, you might also troubled when have to choose KFC or McD as you already know they both marvelous. But, if you have to prefer Vodka, Tequila or a Soda, you are still in troublesome; yeah you are indeed in trouble. Do ask yourself! 
 You will say “C’mon man, this would the first and last, only once in a lifetime!” Kudos, you succeed in lying yourself. Perhaps, if you’ll just ruin your life, that’s supreme but boo!; it won’t and it don’t! Definitely, when there’s THE first time, there’d be a second…third……………and continuously shitting yourself and others. 

who is ADLI?

haha, who is ADLI? Or Ad,Ed or wutever... He's a guy from MCKK who is a very HONEST guy...haha, mulut laser gler dowh...haha....

p/s: rest of my buddies...tunggu...nanti aku komen kowg sowg2...

past 3 MONTHS doin PRE LAW in UiTm Shah Alam...

haih, tonnes of things happened..
as usual, joys and sorrows did accompany those memories..
one of the best things here is that i got cool, superb fwens...
been sorted in LWP01D is another excitement to me...

up to 4 classes per day-> damn exhausted...
wake up until 4a.m. -> it's ROUTINE...
mcD -> borink...
LWP01D -> perplexing...
love -> one nite stand...haha
friends -> #%^$^$%&*^&*^*(....some are cool,some are BOO!!!! hehe...
homesick -> yeah,i am...
shopping -> wherever padini is...

urm...jap3..luper lak BURFDAY Yasmin Gemuk!!!

nik, lena, min, gem n ecah...

min and I...

suap..jangan x suap kowang...

min, ojan n dan dan... wake up ojan!!!

yummy....

lena cam x puas ati jer ngan min?

i tetap paling cun!! haha,acah ja...

nik and gem...

ecah and lena..hahak!!!

wah..bisik per neh?

my LAST saturday...

last saturday was damn dazzling...
it was a 4pm until 5am...
haha...
went to majlis berbuka puasa anjuran GPMS kat Kementerian Kerja Raya...
then,spending some moments at a restaurant called 'Rasta'...
accompanying my fwens watching soccer between MU n Liverpool!!!
Boo, my MU fell down...
Meer, shut up!!!
haha,then we went some life at curve n cineleisure..
watching this so scary-psycho-horror-thriller-tragic movie be called as Halloween..
haih...so fun...

Lolita es Pour en Amitie'...

this picture!! luv it so much... my cluzm8s,my rum8s..haha,my grupm8s too!! (zic,farah,aina and ojan...) we were so 'BLUES' dat day!! haha, then the next picture also one of my favourites... (hadi,nik,lena,min,gem,dan dan and ojan) shopping spree at midvalley... haih,mid valley lagik...

haha, when i have a look on these pictures, i feel damn great... they potray happiness!!

la la la la...

one day...haha it happened like this...
'my cellphone kept ringing...my home bell kept ringing..and suddenly,sumbody knocked my room's windows...ta ta...they were there..."ozan,wake up,jom pegi jogging!!!"

4 pagi 4 ever...

haha,sweet memories...

joys and sorrows...

3 of us are going to 'fly'...

5 of us will remain locally...

but,we are always looking at the same sky!!!

Maju Derma Maju Derma...

i was studying that night..

and suddenly,i miss DERMA kids so much..

haih,here is a tribute to you guys...

Gathering of Gnomes!!!

ameer and aamir...
ojan,najmi,fiza,airin...
we again...

kp and chombee...
ton ton and anis...
najmi and airin...

afeez and fiza...

20/08/2008...we were having a group gathering..so fun to meet everybody after a month left apart...

Lena Gendut!!!

Happy 18th Birthday to LENA... wah wah wah... we were celebrating her birthday at DC and the place was damn chaotic...haha,do trust me!!!

hakuna matata...

shopping time at mid valley.. we went to watch SEX n The City.. and guess what?
haha, only half of us are 18+...

first UNIVERSITY debate...

dowh..i went the CFSIIUM 2008 Debating League...
it took around 3 weeks and more than 10 rounds dowh..
la la la...
pa pa pun..kool i won the best novice team..
yeah!!!

UiTM di Hatiku...

i'm now in UiTM Shah Alam..
doin my Pre Law...
la la la la la...

the CONTINUITY of post-PKTR'07 syndrome...

heh...
i was thinking...
where are you guys right now?
even i met load,lot,tonnes of friends here..., (T_T)
haih, i need you guys much!!!!!